sometimes,

i need to sit down,
just to think and finally remind myself:
i have problems.
of course i don't want to over react,
so i don't.
in my head,
trust me i'm exploding.
i can't take it.
i reallyreallyreally miss my beffer right now.
i dont want anything to do with anyone,
except my beffer + ashton.
they made yesterday super fun.
anyway,
yeah,
im smart.
i keep it to myself.
people say don't.
i've learned its the best decision i could make.
debate it all you want.
it feels right,
and it saves me and you trouble.
asdfghjkl;
this happens to much.