your family is falling apart?
well maybe its only for a day,
or a week.
or maybe the rest of your life.
slowly it could get better and regain its morals again.
but i dont know.
all i know is that today my family seems split into three pieces,
and me being a neutral piece.
is that neutral piece supposed to help each other piece until they all find there way back together?
doing that could cause lies, and more pain if its truthful.
someone will get hurt more than they are.
each piece has an idea with some right tweaks in it.
but then theres those tweaks that dont make sense and are selfish.
to bring down each piece more seems wrong,
but i suppose if you were to do so,
we would all be at our lowest moments,
find hope by finding others in their lowest moments.
is this making sense?
its an escape,
is it always the answer?
it will always come back,
so while your running and hiding,
realize that your coming back to it,
and it could blow up all over again.
im sure the fact of $$ being so little doesnt help at all
probably adds to everyones anger,
which theyre lashing out on each other.
life seems strange right now,
because while everything isnt going right,
ive got a sense of peace in my mind, and my heart.
that peace where i feel like everything will go fine,
everything will get fixed,
all by the precious grace of God.