eyewish.

i could say everything is alright,
ive got no worries.
everything is going smoothly,
that this wasnt happening.

but reality check,
it is.
how do i deal with it?
i cant.
youre not letting me.
i still have no answers,
but ive at least quit with the tears,
& my appetite has returned.
im doing better,
i honestly am.
i just need you to "man up" and talk it through.
because two weeks,
with no answers,
isnt the answer.
and you know it.
and so does everyone else.
im not dumb,
i dont know what the heck your thinking.
youre making it harder & worse.
goodbye.