uhh im not

confident.
im not ready.
im not happy.
im not sad.
im not fully here.
but im not fully there.
im not wide awake,
just extremely tired.
im praying and praying and praying.
hopefully today wont go wrong.
i have doubts though.

these are the times i wish i were 3 again so i could basically start all over.
but then again,
if i did,
maybe it wouldnt go so well.


goodbyee.